I hate the fulcrum. With a passion. I just might break that one rule that some of you know about. The no Marluxia rule. Yeah, here's why.
I keep falling asleep in my theater arts class. I am always tired on A-Days, and something about that room makes me go to sleep. I can't help it, and I can't control it. That, plus the fact that I am tired, makes me very prone to taking a short nap. And when I say short, I mean until he wakes me up.
The bad part? He called my mum. The worse part? The message he left her. I think that him being a drama teacher had a bad effect, because he went a bit over the top. He said that he had never seen someone so lethargic in his teaching life. He said that he would send me to the nurse and my councilor.
My mum took that in the worst way possible. She now thinks that there will be social services, and police involved. She told me that she was not going to go to jail because I can't stay awake. She said that I now have to get a drug test, and that they will put me on drugs, wtf? I told her that I was not going to take any drugs, and she said that I would have no choice, that they would give them to me by force, and that I would turn into a robot. I didn't even waste my time explaining it to her. I don't care if I have to fucking bleed them out of my system, I am not going to have that in me.
I have ways to get out of it, but they will not be cheap. One of these being, that I will say that I will taker them, and then just flush them down the toilet. I will cut my veins open, and just bleed them out if I have to. I don't care how stupid that sounds, and I know that it will more than likely end with me dead, but I am not going to have drugs in me that I don't want.
So, now I have to put up with that.
Also, I really am not liking my dad at the moment. He thinks that if something does not concern him, and does not go along with everything he thinks, then it is pointless, and a waste of time. I have heard way too many times when I am doing something i care about, or something that iss important to me, "I could care less if you ever do that, go do this."
I am so sick of this! I want to get away from my house, and just take a chill period for a while, but I can't miss school, and where would I go? This is why I am always at someone else's house...